Everything is possible

 This month i've learn to let go. I've learned to make a step forward and leave behind the things and people who don't do me well anymore. It's hard to let go of something you knew all your life but sometimes you just have to.
 This month i've learned that there are people out there who share your interest, who share your music and your mind. You know there;s a time in life when you wonder if there's someone out there like you...well there is. Trust me. There is a person just like the way you want them to be. And its the greatest feeling in the world in a moment of emptiness. I call that hope. Hope for better. Hope there are better people. Hope you will find whatever you're looking for, hope to be yourself better.
 There are lots of things who can show you the beauty of life..you just have to open your eyes, and remember that feeling that made you belive there's hope. Hope for them, hope for you.
 I feel the love. I've let go of some friends, i've let go to bitterness i have nothing. I only have love in my heart, forgiveness, memories, hope and life. I have enough for now. I am so much happier than these past 2 or 3 months just with this, even if then i hade it all.
 If God would give me the chance to start all over, to meet new people and be the way i am now, to start something new, to start all over again from zero i would. I would love to. i'll give anything to leave just for a while somewhere where i don't know anyone and be curious again about what's around. Descovering new places and new people, we spin in the same circles for years and no wonder we can't find something new or we wake up in the same place. I would love to live a little while elsewhere. Would be good for the soul.

It's meaningless, but you'll have to do it anyway

 " You think you have it all, and you find yourself all alone. "

 This is what i used to say to myself,  it's that idea in your head that you think you have it all, but at the end of the day, it really means nothing. You can love a person and be grateful for him and it's never the same backwards. You think something it's okay and it's working and the next day you realize that you were actually a dumbass because it wasn't . You think that something could work if you make it that way, and then when you put effort in it, it still doesn't work. 

 You give everything to someone who gives you nothing, you make someone your priority, but nobody thinks ur important to be a priority. 

 Maybe all my life i will have this problem, maybe i will never change, maybe i will always find something good and believe in it, and crave for it when i see it... Maybe i will always forgive crap that destroys me because i belive there's something greater beyond that, but maybe i will never be forgiven for my mistakes. Maybe i will allways appreciate the good all times at the end of the bads, but some are relying on the bad part only.

 God doesn't give what you can't handle. The situation it's like a flower..you give beauty and great smells, then you die. Then you're reborned to do the same, then you die. And so on, until you never get to be reborned. And you live behind just beauty and great smells.

 You have to do beautifull things, it's not important, not at all, for nobody, but it's important you'll do them.